4:14pm

And on May 23, 2016 a little after 3:30pm we broke up. 

9:24pm

You must read my tumblr posts because you came to my rescue right when I needed you. Since he didn't. 

3:11pm

I'm finally feeling okay. I feel like I'm gaining my independence back. But we're still together. I graduate in 6 days. I've been house sitting all week. I've seen Maegan so much and I like that. I've been taking and editing so many photos lately, good is coming out of this.

This thing I know that isn't going to last much longer. 

10:34pm

My oh my.. How long it's been dear friend. My mind is a bit fogged if you will. Weed and wine is a lethal combo and I like it. 

Dad just left today for his 2nd or 3rd cruise with Terrie (Satan). Tomorrow I get a tattoo. Blake isn't home. Emmit isn't here. Maegan is hopefully coming over soon. I want to make a chocolate cake. I want to be 100lbs. I want to feel loved. I love being high. It's my new constant. Helps with the commute.

I've started a nice list of thoughts while in high. I try not to look back on them too much, much like this blog. (Hence why I'm sure here are dozens of grammatical errors.) But from what I remember they are good ones.

I high out with Jake and Robbie a few days ago. Told Robbie about how things are pretty shitty with Emmit. Not even sure if I've mentioned that here. Yeah life isn't all peaches and cream at the moment. But I'm trying to graduate this semester, which will happen then Maegan and I will travel through Europe come August till September. Then Portland bound. I'm going places guys..

What else is there to say? I need to blog more. 

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