whatever will be. will be.



I'm not sure what I'm doing with this just yet, but nice to meet you.



Friday, April 6, 2012

8:58pm

"Ugh. Fuck. I don't know what I am. There are parts of you that I'm in love with and then it's just confusing. I don't want that. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. I hate people and I hate life and I hate me and everyone. So fucking stupid. I'm sorry. I'm a horrible person and I ruin everything. I'm a mess and everything and everyone I get close to, I fuck up every thing. I don't know what or who I want. I can't handle making so many decisions and being asked all these questions I don't have answers to. Fuck me.. I'm a joke."

I'm sleeping on the floor tonight because I'm a horrible person and fixed my dog.
When she was never broken.