whatever will be. will be.



I'm not sure what I'm doing with this just yet, but nice to meet you.



Monday, December 3, 2012

6:05pm

Should I even apologize? is it even worth it.. How many times can you apologize to yourself anyways?
Well.. I'm sorry future me- yet again.

For what you might ask? for not blogging like I said I would.
Holidays are among us and shits crazy.
I now make $9.00 an hour. 
I'm still a supervisor and we have so many new people that have 
"replaced" my girls I began with. It saddens me so very much.
Melissa Irvin came in the other day and it was so nice to see her face.
But I do think she has lost more weight than the average Bubba's Bagels employee.
Which makes me believe that she may be getting into harder drugs than before,
I feel for her.

I spent the afternoon with Liz yesterday which was so nice! Very refreshing.
I still have respect for Starbucks and that industry. And for her for moving. 
You do what you have to do in order to survive in this world.

Secret Santa is upon us! Its exciting. I can't wait for our Christmas party so that way I can get that homily feeling yet again and remember all the reasons why I stay at Carolines.
Sure things may get stressful sometimes, but I do love it there. For what we stand for and what we do.
It's a great place that I can always call my first job. And I love that.

It's Monday, and I've been working nonstop.
(which I've probably already said enough)
But still.. anyways- tomorrow is Tusday
which means I have class and finals due. At least a paper for Social Psych.
Ever since I got a F on my first paper its been crazy to try and get back up.
I hate that I don't feel the energy or feel like I should put much effort into my school work though. I make myself mad.
I told myself that "this would be my semester"
HA..
It's ben real, and it's been.. fun.
But it's been a drag also.
These final and grades will be the defining factor if I take a semester off  by choice or by default.

I'll keep you posted.

Update on dad: tattoo is old news.. 
Hmm.. who knew this would happen? Oh yeah! me..
He got knee surgery which was slightly nerve wracking for the both of us. But everything went swimmingly, and he has been doing just fine.

Lets see.. what else has happened.
Courtney and I are still friends, although she does have her crazy spells.
Which worry me.

I'll think of more on my way home.
(I've been in Mekka since 3pm writing my paper on Finding Nemo that is still not completed.) ugh.
Anyways, I need to get home.

'Till next time.