whatever will be. will be.



I'm not sure what I'm doing with this just yet, but nice to meet you.



Wednesday, December 11, 2013

5:18pm

It's finals week and tomorrow will be the last day of the semester. It's weird. It never feels right or hits me that I don't have to wake up early on Mondays and Wednesdays anymore..

Today is also the 2 month mark point with Emmit. I could not ask for a better person to be in love with. I really feel like this is what it feels like. But it's only 2 months in. I just can't describe how much happier and natural it all feels compared to who I was with previously.

I guess it just doesn't feel like 2 months since I've known him for so long.

Regardless, I don't even remember what it's like to kiss anyone else nor do I want to.

I would like to get rid of this splitting headache I currently have. I need food. I think I'll head over to Briar Patch and pick up something. Especially if I'm going to Victorian Christmas tonight with Emmit, Cru, and John.

Cru's lady friend Jamie came over from Utah for a bit and left yesterday. She's gorgeous and I really like her. Cru said he's in deep. Completely head over heals- I'm really happy for him. He deserves someone like her. And I'm really comfortable with where I stand with Cru. He's like a big brother and I love calling him that. There is no attraction to him on any other level really. He's attractive, but I have Emmit and I adore him. (:

Let's see, the new house is coming together. Still pretty gutted since the last time I saw it. But it's really coming together. I'm more excited than I can put into words. I need to clean out my cluttered mess of a room and start fresh. Minimalism will be my new middle name.


I think my headache is finally fading away thank goodness. But I still need food.

Christmas carols have been played on a loop for the past 14 days and we still haven't even put up our tree. Ugh....
But all my gifts are just about done for Em. I haven't really had much time for anyone else. I'm planning on that after tomorrow. 

I'm broke- so it will be not nearly as extravagant as last year. Buying both my dad and Blake cameras.. Knife set for dad.. Headphones for Blake.. Etc.

This semester has hit my bank account full force.

But I'll be fine. Making the most of it.
-just had to catch up on things. Since I've been away for a bit.

Ps- Thanksgiving was also nice. Fort Bragg with the family. Photos below.