I hate hating you. Please please stop. I want to love you, and then you hurt me. What am I supposed to do. How long am I supposed to wait for you to change. Will you change?
I don't want to lose your sisters, or you. But you keep putting me in these situations, only thinking of yourself and in turn hurting me.
But I feel like I'm going to compare everyone to you later if we don't work out. I want you to care about me. I want you to be the one. But you don't reciprocate. You don't show me.
What do I need to do? Help me. Tell me what you need.
I need you. I need you to stop making me cry. I can't keep crying like this. This isn't the way it's supposed to be.
Show me you love me. Please..
