Just got out of the shower. Quite necessary. After crying for several hours in dads room while talking about my future. This always happens though, we talk about it.. I even think about it and I get emotional. I'm sure I won't forget my exact feelings since this happens so often, so I need not go too far into it for the future me reading this.
Everyone is graduating. It's, we'll I'm not sure how it is. I guess it's just expected. I'm not surprised that it's happening. I'm not overly sad or emotional about that. I can't be. I can't really focus on my friends and all they are going through because I have enough in my plate.
Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for them and I'll be there to cheer them on. I'm proud that they made it through all I have.
I want to go to the movies alone. But nothing good is out.
I've decided I'm going to give it a try, going to a school that will teach me how to cut hair. As my dad put it and as you read earlier, "it's just another bow in my quiver."
It's just another art form that I may be great at. I may fall in love with it. And I can't argue or deny that I will enjoy having a steady paycheck once I have promising clientele. So this is me changing my views about how beauty school is a "cop-out". I'm going to give it a try.
On another note- Johnny Depp has and will always be attractive. Look at him in all his past films.. Your eyes will have an orgasm. And The Black Keys are really good live (via the television)..(I still haven't been to a concert.) and they are also attractive.
So far I've been keeping up with my summer resolutions: to read more and watch Ellen. I've watched it a few times since summer began and I'm currently reading a few books.
I still want my septum back. But in the mean time I still want/plan on getting my tragus. And I want that sooner rather than later. Perhaps next month when my dad leaves for Texas to go big time fishing with his best friend Dave.
Ps- I drove myself to Nevada City and parked and walked around for a few minutes (to ask for applications) but I still did it on my own. I was proud of myself..
