Had an awful day. Don't really want to dwell or even talk about it. Mainly because I don't want to have to go and read back on all these shitty posts. So yeah.. Idk Courtney can tell. She came up to me at work and just said how I've clearly been unhappy for the past month and she wants to help but just doesn't know how. And frankly, I'm not quite sure how either. Oh well. I'll move on and get a high spot in life shortly- I'm assuming Tuesday when school starts for me.
It couldn't have come around at a better time.. I remember once school ended I was saying the same thing. I hated school by the end and I needed an escape from it. Now I feel that way about Caroline's. The more I'm there the more unhappy I get. Some days are better than others but I'm beginning to 'hate' my coworkers as well as everything about the place really.
So like I said- school is here just in time. I need a break from all this bullshit that is Caroline's.
I'm taking 2 classes and regardless of what anyone says- I'm happy about it. I'm excited. I already know 3 people that will be in one of my classes. So that's exciting I suppose. I'm not close with 2 of them but I'll keep this updated with how that goes by the end of the semester.
On a MUCH brighter note- I've made a new friend. He is rad.
•his own clothing company
•loves to cook, works at The Wooden Spoon
•pro BMX rider- has sponsors! (GATORADE) :O
•straightedge
•.....need I go on?
But I'm not holding my breath or getting attached or anything like that. Im glad we are friends and have been talking. So far so good. But again, nothing just yet.
He makes me smile though. And that's nice. Sometimes, that's all I need. Because really, I feel like I go long periods of time without truly smiling, and meaning it.
Tattoo nerves are kicking in as always.
Blake's birthday is in 2 (basically 1) day(s). I got him a new iPod touch screen and stereo/speaker system. I think he will like it.
I finally gave Dallas her vintage camera strap surprise. She loved it. (back in town to win Walker back)
Team Dallas ftw.
Umm what else.
Oh! Janna is going to be here on Thursday! I'm freaking out. It hasn't even hit me yet that I will actually be able to hug her. That should be a whole new emotion in and of itself.
So I think I've covered all that I needed to get off my chest. At least for the time being. (let's hope that this helps make me feel better like it has before.)
I feel like all these images sum up the past few weeks up to the present.