2:05pm

I'm not going to continue apologizing at the beginning of every post for not posting more. I do that too often and I can't help that 'life happens.'

It has been months since my last post. I feel like I'll hit a good run and want to write and get things out there, even just to have something to read years from now. But I also feel lately like I'm almost avoiding my blog. I have time to, no Internet though, but I'll make excuses not to. In my head I'll think oh yeah I should really post that or something and then I never open my app. Not sure for what reason I've almost been nervous to reread some of my latest posts (from months ago) but I just did and they are all really happy? Last semester was really good to me. I passed my math class with a B. I slacked off in my speech class since I know how to talk to people and everyone was really funny, therefore I forgot to do some small assignments but came out with a C.

I've been nonstop working since I don't even know when. Its beginning to take its toll. It seems pointless to mention even half of the things that Ashli has done since Holly and Becky aren't going to do anything about it but tell me to change. We have very conflicting personalities and that's all there is really.

I feel like I'm so behind on everything that there is to tell. I really want to make a timeline or something just to catch up for 'future Monica's' sake. I might just do that actually. write it out and take a picture or something.
Lots have happened. Not all good, but then again maybe some good slipped in there. Hard to remember since I feel like a lot of bullshit stuff is happening currently but don't want to mention anything until I recap stuff from the past 4~5 months that I haven't posted.

So next post prepare for a major update.