que sera, sera: 10:43pm

It's getting late. I just made another blog. Not quite sure what I'm doing with it.
But hey, that's what I said abut this one right? And Look how far I've come. Over 50 posts..

I'm on a freaking role.

School on the other hand is another story..

I'm getting sick and tired of myself. Mentioning and complaining about school.

It's awful.

At least break is coming up so you (who I guess is really me, talking to my future self?) won't have to deal with reading all about that crap for about 2 months. Woo Hoo!

But you and I, (so me and myself?) know that I'll most likely be working the whole time. Rather than enjoying my free time the way I may want to have spent it.

So I suppose it is a very good thing I enjoy my job for the most part.

I'm noticing just how shady the people I work with all are.

throw each other under the bus, rather than take the blame.
talk shit.
are lazy.
etc..

It's is honestly horrible. Within about a month I started to realize some girls do that and I was honestly astounded. I had come into Caroline's before I was hired and saw from afar just how sweet and nice etc all of the girls seemed. Now I am behind the "counter", if you will, and see that they are just putting on quite the act for the customers. I guess the pedestal I had put them on was just not real.

I'm just seeing the truth now and wondering how much more will change.

Don't get me wrong, I love my girls immensely but I'm seeing another side I just was oblivious to think existed.

I work tomorrow.

I've been working so much. Which is good seeing as how it is almost Christmas. I need to save up enough money to try and buy everyone in my family a gift. (I have a big family..)

and just got my most recent paycheck and it was the biggest so far.

Can't complain about that!

Well, look at me go.. All this text and no pictures? What's one of my posts without a picture?

Innnnncooooommmiiiinnnggggg