But I do. Really am not feeling like I can make it through a 10:30 shift. I am feeling so fucking shitty and sad for no god damn reason. This is the kinda shit that makes me worry. I am not depressed. Cannot be. I'm just in a fucking weird shitty spot. I'm fine. Just sad. Just need to cry.
I am not a burden. I am not annoying. I am good at things. I can make decisions. I can spend money on things I feel I need. I know cameras. I am fine.
But I sure don't feel fine. Maybe I just need food.
I shouldn't have worn eyeliner today. Or a skirt.
Fuck this day. No one likes Wednesdays.
STOP BEING SAD MONICA. YOU ARE FINE. GET OVER YOURSELF.
