whatever will be. will be.



I'm not sure what I'm doing with this just yet, but nice to meet you.



Tuesday, July 22, 2014

8:58am

Yesterday was good. Very good. I worked in the morning, then after my shift hung out at Uncle Jimmy's and watched Netflix. Around 6 I met up with Sophie at Caroline's since she would be off work soon after. We wanted to go to dinner as a last hoorah before Emmit comes home. Beau also closed so of course it turned into the three amigos.

We just went to Briar Patch. Nice simple and healthy. After that we drove back to Caroline's where Sophie parked her car. It was still light out and absolutely wonderful weather so we decided to walk around town a bit.
Which eventually led me to the idea of swings at Hennesy. 
Best. Idea. Ever.

Perfect way to end an evening. Just playing around on old school equipment. Sing and laughing.
Swings make me very emotional. But anyone who is my friend already knew that.. I got such a surge of happiness and even gratefulness for knowing beau and Sophie and having them as friends.

I was in a weird state of mind too. Completely sober- just thinking about how excited I was to see you tomorrow. Pick you up from the bus station. I never thought this day would come.
And now here it is!! This is the morning of the day I get to see you again! It's unreal. But oh how it is so real!

Okay okay- I'm beginning to sound weird. I'm just excited. I love you so much and missed you like crazy. I've grown so used to you now being here that it is weird to imagine you back. Just going back to normal.
Or something like it. We will just have to see. I haven't kissed you in so long I have forgotten what your lips feel like. And that is the worst feeling on the planet. So that is what I'm looking forward to most: your lips.

So in roughly 13 hours from now I get to remember what your body is like. Your lips connected to mine. And I couldn't be happier.