I can't begin to describe how much I love kissing Emmit. It's as easy as breathing.
School is going really well. I got a B on my math test and I'm understanding the material we are learning. Which is stuff that I remember not understanding last time I was in this math class. So it's really really inspiring to see this growth in myself. Giving myself a big pat on the back. And not only am I growing in math but also in the way I'm thinking. Thinking about stuff I did before in a way I normally wouldn't. It's scary to say out loud exactly what I mean.. But it may make sense without words. My curiousity is expanding and I may be ready to take that to the next level. I'm going to be 22 years old soon damnit. It's time I start thinking differently. Look more loosely at a broader picture and not over analyze a certain scenario in the moment. I can do this. It's not as huge a deal as I've made it out to be all this time. Most things I feel that way towards never are.
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Driving to SF tomorrow to buy Em a RAV4 believe it or not! Really excited for him. Then Kelly wants me to go back to SF with her that weekend with Nat. And I'm really excited to do that. It's a lot of going and going but I need some variety in my schedule. Get out of this little town every now and then. Besides I'm young and can handle a few late nights.
Umm. I think there was something else I was going to say.. But I'm currently blanking.
I suppose I'm just doing really well at the moment and I'm glad to have that to write down.
