It made this strange mood I was in go away. I could only describe it as mentally and physically exhausted.
I can't even tell you why exactly because quite frankly I don't know.
Mentally may be from thinking about everything that has happened recently which is really just dad stuff.
I try not to think about it because it makes me just want to punch him. So moving on....
I got my math class. I went and sat in on the first and wasn't picked in the lottery. So I went back the second class and asked if anyone had dropped and someone had and everything worked out well. So I'm officially in Math D yet again.
Along with my 2 photo classes.
I want to see Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close today. Even if I'm just by myself. I feel like I would cry. So maybe it would be best if I did go alone? Or someone I knew that had read the book as well.
Hmmm. What else is going on in my life.. Nicole and I may go walk out dogs today. She made the effort to pop back in my life.
She is engaged and moved out apparently. I'm not sure what she is thinking exactly.. By I mean.. That's who she is now so alrighty then.
Me and Kimberly really talked a lot about my dad and my life in a nutshell from the past few years.
She really wants to help me get to Cabrillo. She really does.
I like that. I don't like however that I am almost doing it on my own. My dad isn't very supportive and that upsets me.
But not to dwell too much on that this morning. I need to see what my plans for today are. Seeing as how I don't have work, I want to do something for me.
