So, here I sit at Caroline's not accomplishing much.
I read a bit. And should be working on my math worksheets. But I'd rather be watching movies. Like Moulin Rouge, Like Crazy, Blue Valentine, etc. just something nice.
I'm not sure.
I've been eating poorly lately. When I do eat at all. I need to just stop. Meh.
I work tomorrow after Math. Which will happen. Sadly.
I need to order film.
I need to clean my car.
I need to fix my car.
I need to finish my book.
I need to smell the ocean.
I want to purchase a bathing suit.
I want to purchase a liquid eyeliner pen
I want to watch movies.
I want to be warm in bed with you.
I want to obtain energy to take pictures.
I should clean my room.
I should do homework.
I should make dinner more often.
I should control my eating.
I should control my spending.
Why did I stop making lists? Why did I stop making an effort?
Sophomore year was good for me.
I did well.
I'll get there.
It's already 4:02pm.
This day is going to feel like a waste and then I'm going to go home and my body and mind will feel strange. I didn't follow my routine. I didn't follow my plans.
Yesterday I went to the movies with my little brother. We saw Gone, with Amanda Seifried. (or however you spell it.)
I like her. It was pretty good. Sort of suspenseful.
I watched Magnolia earlier that day. (like I said I would)
I enjoyed that. I need to watch it again. Pretty confusing the first round. But no worries, I liked it.
Things are going well I think. I'm happy enough for the moment and I like that.
I really like it.
I need happy days.
