whatever will be. will be.



I'm not sure what I'm doing with this just yet, but nice to meet you.



Friday, May 24, 2013

8:44pm

Well, I managed to not cry- and survive the rest of the shift.
But it wasn't easy. Just tried not to dwell on my life and whatever.
Sam surprised me and stayed for a bit. It was nice- but I wasn't able to kiss him or hug him goodbye.

Corrie really is sick. She now has mono. So I get to cover her Sunday shift (I was supposed to have it off) and hopefully no other days. She literally has a week to get better.

Salima was interviewed today. I hope she gets hired, she is so sweet and would fit in so well.

I signed up for Hulu+ today. Not as great as I was expecting since I wanted the first season of all these shows that are now onto their second. And so they think everyone is up to date......which I'm not.
Oh well.
I think I''m going to  take a much needed shower and possibly paint my nails.
I saw a video of these guys painting a sweet girl on a windmill and things like that tend to inspire me.
So I decided I want to paint and probably take some pictures this summer.
I need some free time and creativity in my life.
I need a break and some me time.

I'm glad I'm blogging more. I hope that this continues.
I forget how much it helps.





I got a mustard scarf yesterday before Big Dave's memorial. I wore it today.
His memorial was actually a really nice turn out and was more emotional than I had thought. I had even said something and I ended up crying.
I didn't think I was going to. But once Becky did I welled up a bit. It wasn't until Trace said his last memory that I had let go and cried. Since he did too.
"Trace, why are you so nice to me?"
"Because we are friends Dave."
"We are friends aren't we.."
"Yeah Dave."
 "It's nice that we are friends huh?"

"Yeah Dave..it is."