Danielle came in today and although she can be a bit eccentric at times, I enjoy or deep conversations. She got goosebumps when I told her about Fools Gold. And that excites me even more.
I had my talk with Holly. And half if it went well and the other half was just whatever. She thanked me and expressed her appreciation for me staying and making a change in my work pattern. But still had some things to critique. I told her how I felt about Avery and her phone problem, as well as how I feel about other supervisors and how I felt singled out, etc..
When it came to me explaining how I felt it seemed like she just told me to keep changing the way I am. Like "oh, it's just because you're still in your head and need to not focus so much on that." Or "you're nit-picking, you need to not nit-pick."
Which hurts. I don't like being told I have to change. That's the one thing I feel very strongly about. So we will see where it goes. She went out if town and we won't meet until next week but for now "I think things are good where they are now" so I'm still not a supervisor. I just have lots of feeling towards all that, so I'm just trying to to focus on them. Put my energy towards my project.
Off my lunch-
Ps- 6 months with Emmit on the 11th. Kinda neat. (:
