whatever will be. will be.



I'm not sure what I'm doing with this just yet, but nice to meet you.



Tuesday, February 10, 2015

10:00pm

1.)Blake got the job!

2.)Took midol pm at 6:30.. This morning. Felt groggy all day.

3.)Finished my book and cried next to Em in my car as I read the last chapter. Sad. And good. Onto the next one.

4.)Doing my best to not hold onto things that I can't control. Things that make me upset or nervous. Trying to let go and distract myself in the best ways possible.

5.)Trying to replace fear of the unknown with curiousity. Let go of past knowledge to let new in.

6.)Trying to not be so afraid. Trying to trust.

7.)Trying not to lose myself in all of this.