whatever will be. will be.



I'm not sure what I'm doing with this just yet, but nice to meet you.



Friday, March 14, 2014

9:50pm

It's been a little bit since I've posted anything. Today was nice. I opened and had a great mood through the whole shift. I created somewhere in my head to ask everyone who came in "what they are excited for".

I got quite a few interesting answers. And it kept me smiling. I'll have to try it again tomorrow perhaps.

The other day I finally got my aperture tattoo. Dad is not pleased but is talking to me and acting normal (mainly because tomorrow is my birthday.) but I think it will carry over and we will be fine.
It's there and there isn't really anything we can so about it now. I'm very happy with how it came out. Eddie did a fantastic job. Emmit and Sophie were there to watch it all happen and I'm glad that it was them I got to share that moment with.

After it happened (and didn't hurt- again!) I had one less thing to stress about. It was so nice to just get it out of the way and now I get to have it and see it all the time. Then today my new iphone came in. Still in the setting up process but it should all come together by tomorrow. And then tomorrow is the big day. I still have been letting my thoughts get the best of me and I hate it. I feel stressed over nothing and I'm just pouring it all over Emmit. Tomorrow I'm going to almost forget it's my birthday. I'm not going to mention it, I'm merely going to go about my shift and see what happens. I'm not going to think about anything that happens after.

Dad said that all he could so was get. Small group together. Bobby, Leesa, Em, Blake, and Dad. The way that he said it all kinda makes me think that something might be up but I actually don't think so.
Aunt Schan Delle and the gang are going to be out of town so they won't be coming. It's okay, pizza at 5:30 at Players and then possibly going to a show with Em at 8:30 at the Center for the Arts. We both work the next morning so if we both stay out late maybe we can both survive the next day.
We shall see. 

I better get some sleep. I've got one hellof a day tomorrow.

Until next time.