7:39pm

It's been too damn long. I've been keeping all my everything bundled up for too long and I shouldn't have done that.

Today was alright. Better than previous days that I've been having.

I'm coming to terms with things.

Which is either a good or not so good thing.

{Lets go with the first..}

Lets first start by catching up on today shall we?

1. Pilates at 7:00am
2. Meeting with my counselor at 9:30am
3. Printed out some things for my big Digital Photography assignment in the computer lab around 10:00am
4. Went to the bank and deposited my paycheck around 10:30am
5. Got back just in time to meet early with Mr. Brown and Traece to work on our Digital project. 11:30am
6. Analog Photo class at 12:30pm.
7. Left around 2:10pm to get to
8. Work at 2:30pm to 6:30pm
9. Then came home.

Busy- just the way I like it.

And tomorrow I have a math test at 9:30am and lets just say I plan on sleeping in..

Today just confirmed what I had believed all along,

I will soon be "dismissed" from college since I am on academic probation.

This will happen in June when final grades are posted and I need to be ready for this.

So I can get the email with the petition form  so I can petition to not be suspended for a semester.

Which, reluctantly, I plan on doing.

My lovely counselor told me that almost every petition gets passed, I just need to  explain why exactly I haven't been able to maintain a 2.0  GPA.

Work. My car. I'm just plain ol' overwhelmed.

Summer couldn't have come at a better time..

For a while I was stressing about this. I let it effect my personality and schoolwork {that I have been doing} and it was just all around awful. But now I have, like I said before, coming to terms with it and excepting it all. It's all I can do.

I haven't been going to my Digital Photo class for WEEKS. All because I keep being called into work. And I feel really bad about it but I have {sorta} been taking pictures.

I hope I can pass that one with a C. It would be very kind of my teacher. {considering all the headaches he has given me.. ugh.}

I have decided tomorrow  am going to go and get a mug and decals that can spell out Worlds  Greatest Dad or something to that effect, for my dad of course.. considering Mother's Day is just around the corner . And he is basically the closest thing I have to a mom. He has had to play both roles and honestly- he deserves 2 Father's Day's. He may grind my gears till I want to hurt someone.. but I love him more than I show.

So I plan on purchasing that at Ben Franklins.. Which then brings me to my wonderful segue ..

I plan on reapplying there.

But really though, I want nothing more than a Summer job there at best.. it would be so nice.

I need something good to happen to me real soon.. I have been doing the same thing for too long and I cant keep doing it. I need something new.

After that I plan on going to Big 5 and purchasing a big 55cm pilates ball to work out in my room rather than just Wednesday mornings.

Oh yeah, I rearranged my room. Moved my bed to one side of the wall and I now have tons of floor space and even put up some paper lanterns. {My current obsession.} All in all I am very pleased with how it is turning out and it makes me want to be in there more often.

Cassie has been running pretty alright lately..

*knock on wood*

Now that the rain has stopped {not even sure if that was part of the problem}

she hasn't died.  And we finally got the $1,400~ from that guy who's rake hit my car on the highway.

{not sure if I mentioned that in previous posts, but I think I'll remember that. Or mention it later.}

I feel like I'm falling off track.

I just ate .

I think  if I say much  more then this post will just be unbearable for me to read later on.

So I guess I'll end it on a good note.

I promise to post more often.

PS-  this may be one of my favourite shoots yet.

Olive and the Wood Nymph.