Which half of me is thankful for,
and the other wish he didn't.
I needed him to though. And I'm sorry, but I had a bitchin' portfolio.
I passed with a C. But won't take me off of Academic Probation and I will AT BEST get a D in Math again.
If you've done the math, then you know that I will have below a 2.0 GPA yet again.. (1.87~) and therefore what I had been planning for is becoming real.
I will be Dismissed from College for an entire semester if I don't petition for them to give me a second chance.
Dear _____ College Staff/Faculty/Anyone of Importance,
To whom it may concern,
Please oh pretty please let me back in..
I promise I'll do better, I've learned my lesson, promise.
Fuck that.
But really though..
I'm going to do it.
A miracle has come about and classes are suddenly opening up.
I'm not sure if I was just not doing it correctly or what, but I now have signed up for 2 classes and even one with Blake's mom Wendy.
I need this. I need things to go right for me.
I can't say it enough.
It's going to be a crazy ride petitioning back in and trying to reapply for the same 2 classes I want. After being automatically dropped.
Now I need to go finish the application to Ben Franklin's and reapply there to hopefully get a second job at least over the summer.
This whole post is just taking every bit of energy I have right now. I'm exhausted. My sleeping patterns are fucked. And oh hey, dad found puss pockets in the back of my throat.
Hello Strep in Summer time.....
Que sera, sera right?
