I know we fell apart and don't talk much and I shouldn't be sad, I should be happy for you.. But I can't be. Not when I know that it should be me. Not her. I don't even know her. But she is beautiful. She deserves someone like you and I deserve to fucking crawl in a gutter and mope.
FUCK. I HATE THIS. ITS JUST LIKE CJ ALL OVER AGAIN.
But worse because I knew you.... I've know you for years and we almost, were. Just something.
So much for me making you a mixed cd I guess right?
So much for going camping with me in a few months too?
Well.. I will miss your lips and everything attached to them.
Take care.
