I just want to sleep. To rest. To regain.
Today I visited Mr. Baxter. It was nice, but felt weird being back at NU. Like I wasn't supposed to be there. Even though just a few days ago I missed being there so much. I forgot to go talk to my digital photo teacher at his shop downtown before work. He called and wants to give me a better grade but now it may be too late. I'll go tomorrow.
I went into Booktown today before work though, almost bought some books but didn't. I'm getting low on cash and I feel like I'm living paycheck to paycheck. But I have nothing I NEED to be buying other than gas.
I just have an ever-growing list of things I know I would love to have and purchase that are very expensive, and feel like I need. Like a new car or a MacBook. It's just the want and need factor. I don't know..
I work everyday next week except for 1 day. And even then I'll have to go to work later that night for a work meeting. I'm beginning to think with all these hours I'm getting if I ever did get a job at Ben Franklins, they would take it the wrong way and think I'm being ungrateful. I still think I'll turn in a résumé. It wouldn't hurt. I mean, they are never hiring.. That I know of.. So what's the harm.
I need sleep.
