whatever will be. will be.



I'm not sure what I'm doing with this just yet, but nice to meet you.



Sunday, November 11, 2012

8:08pm

I've been sick for approximately 3-4 days. I've had no voice for 2 and I even had to take off work today.
I cleaned house a bit. Tomorrow is my dads birthday.
I'm scheduled to work 11-close tomorrow- and I really don't want to. Like, at all.
I'm just under the weather and need a day to relax. Where I don't have to steam clean carpets and clean bathrooms to impress my grandparents.

My teeth hurt still. (Kinda) but I can't complain too much.

Dr. Law said that this is the last wire and if I keep wearing my rubber bands like I have been (and even more often) then I should have my braces off by April/May!
That's basically my news. Other then that, I'm sick. So yeah.

Oh! I got extensions.
That is all.

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

9:39pm

I had a splendid day.
Got a B on my Psych test. Watched a presentation on a Transgender couple for Personal Development. Hung out with Sarah Melanie Len Olsen. (No clue why I feel the need to say her full name.)
Purchased extensions. (Still getting used to them.)

Faught with Courtney. Bleh.
I think we are okay now.. Still a joke.

On other more exciting (but not really) news: Barack Obama won.
He shall be here for another 4 years.
And all that I will be saying next is to everyone who has nothing nice to say:
That. Just. It.
If you aren't going to congratulate Barack on his win, and console Mitt on his loss- then keep it to yourself.

I am not really one for politics or religion or anything like that. Things that can cause controversies- I'm not for that.

I think somewhere in me though I wanted Obama to win. Maybe because I like having a black president. Maybe because I think his wife and kids are lovely.
Maybe because I'm not the biggest fan of Mitt. Because he is Mormon, or reminds me of my dad, or because I'm sure my dad voted for him.
I'm not sure why I feel anything I do. But I guess I do.

I didn't vote. I have legally been able to for almost 3 years. And for those 3 years I have not felt strong enough for politics in general to make such a big decision. I don't want to commit to something so huge I feel so little for.

I just wish more people saw things the way I do. It's just such a waste of energy and time to feel hate or negative feelings towards someone you have never met.

That's just me.
(I think I'm done now.)

12:48am

It's almost 1am and I am not really the slightest bit tired.

I'm on Photojojo yet again. Googley eyes for the Fuji Wide Instant camera. Really want it. But I know I shouldn't.
I also want extensions. Sort of.
And a computer still. And need a new car.
And want my septum back.
And more tattoos.

Yeah, I guess it's one of those posts.
Because I suck. And secretly I think I am really tired.
This is me writing because I know I need to.
Although there isn't much going on in my life to talk about.

I keep day dreaming. About having my own place with my photos on the wall. And thrift store furniture. And Scout.
My own little kitchen and such.. It sounds just lovely.
But it's me just dreamin' away for now.
One day I will have all that I want. It'll happen. I'll be happy.

I won't be stressed from work, because I'll enjoy what I do. (Whatever that may be) and ill have my hobbies that I love to keep my place lovely. I'll invite people over when I wish and we can talk and whatnot- bit for the most part I'll be alone. I'll have my own space. And to me that just sounds refreshing.