3:26pm

Piercing my nipples in a minute. 

7:33pm

It's in these past few months that I've noticed the change in my hands. Thinning out and slowly resembling my mothers.

Still unsure how I feel about that.  

7:18pm

What if I didn't move right away. What if after spring semester I traveled..

What if I committed to that idea and made that work? When will I ever have this opportunity again? When will I be this free?

Maybe just maybe I should. 

Then commit to Portland. Just a few months in Europe to take some photos and live a little. Then get comfortable in a new life. 

6:14pm

Bad night. Not the greatest day. Now body is shutting down and I'm sick.

I need to stop thinking about my future. Need to just kinda hibernate for a good while. Just feel like crying constantly.

I sound like a fucking wreck.