6:16pm

I love Emmit so much. He is just so wonderful. Brought me flowers the other night since my face was still puffy and numb. We watched a movie and then he went home. He basically covered my morning shift today and just makes me smile. He knows I'm hurting and just hugs me right.

I saw Mockingjay part 1 today with Dad, Bob, and Terrie. It was pretty good. Just can't wait until the second half comes out. It will be even better since it will have more of the action and such involved.

It's been raining and cold out. Which is really nice and makes me want to paint. Which I really should do. Thinking about Christmas. And Thankgiving.. Fingers crossed I'll be totally healed and able to eat by then.

Trying to do most of my Christmas shopping before December even arrives. And so far I'm doing okay.

Anyways, just wanted to recap what has been happening. And how much I appreciate Emmit. 

11:41pm

I love Emmit so much. His phone voice makes me so happy. Even while I'm groggy, swollen, and numb he listens. 

Love him so much. 

10:14pm

Cru is in jail.  

6:32pm

Wisdom teeth are out. Still a little swollen and numb. But not in pain so that's good.

Elas's dance performance is tonight. Have to miss that. As well as the midnight premier or Mockingjay part 1. It's not soo huge. But still kind of a bummer.

Em never came to see me today with icecream or anything. Neither did Soph. That's alright, I've been sleeping most the time anyways.

Hopefully I'll be a bit more active tomorrow. 

7:55pm

Didn't get the job at Mint. As expected. It's okay.

Today I had my consultation regarding wisdom teeth.

Friday is the day.. Not thinking too much of it. But stil a little nervous. I just hope they let me keep my teeth.

Last night was crazy. Cru made me cry and got me angry I have no idea what even happened. He has changed so much and hit this new high. Acting like some sort of savant. Talking at me and saying all these things.. It was overwhelming to say the least.

He's found numerology and life paths. 

Thinks he needs to save everyone from their sadness. Find forgiveness and love. It was like he was straight injected with yoga and hemp that night. It was outrageous. Talking hippie like never before.

Luckily the night ended fine. I went home and crashed- intending on sleeping in only to wake up early and then go on a dog walk. It was actually really really beautiful and the best solo walk (with Scout) I've been on.

Unsure if it had anything to do with the release of negativity Cru said I cried out the night before.. But I'm going to say it was the leaves. The trees and all were  more than I could explain. I wish I could just live in this weather all the time. Live in the Empire Mine. I most definitely will miss it most once I leave. 

8:30pm

Had my interview at Mint today. Went very well as expected. Then opened my check to find I got a raise.

Cheers to having to turn down rad jobs to be financially happy.

Guess we will just have to see what they say. I gave them unrealistic expectations. But not really.

Cried too much over shit that hasn't even played all the way through. 

9:41am

Okay. Lets get down to business. I need to blog more (pretty much a constant issue mentioned in every post..)

Halloween happened. Pretty mellow just went to a party at Skye's house. Lots of weed and drinking and such. The usual.. I even cried and Emmit and I talked about some stuff that was bothering me for a while, so all in all it was a good thing. we are growing and learning each other more and more.

Yesterday was our year +1 month.
Pretty neat.
I actually haven't seen him in 2 days since our schedules have been clashed entirely and I spent the night at Sophie's apartment in Sac the oner night. But I'm pretty sure we work together today.

Now what I really wanted to mention was that Olivia Steele just sent me a message on Facebook letting me know she had put in her 2 weeks at Mint and referred me as her replacement. She feels I can rise to the responsibility and fill her place with the job and social media portion of it all.
Lately things at Carolines have been rough. Taking this semester off has been pretty hard, working 40 hour work weeks.. its wearing me down. Especially with training.
So I can only see this being good for me. I'm excited.
she said they would call me and set up an interview soon so thats kinda nerve-wracking. Haven't had one of those in 3 years.. but its time. Corrie and Courtney are moving in January and its about time for me to make a change. And since I'm only taking one class next semester I don't see that being too huge a problem.

Today is Dad's birthday so I have to go buy him a candle or something real quick before work. but that was my update for the day! Fingers crossed I continue updating this thing. God only knows how much I've needed to. For my sanity..

Until next time!