10:25pm

Same day, another post.

Sorry the drive too so long to get back to LA. Glad you are there safe and sound though.
Who is Annie Hall?

I'm going to read.

Meow.

:3

8:39pm

There may still be hope.. 

Hope that I pass my math and English classes.

But who knows. I know I don't..

I guess we shall see.

I'm thinking of changing my name, on my blog that is. No more Autodidact, instead something a tad different.

We shall see.

I'm trying to expand my vocabulary.

So I was thinking of some good words to describe items we sell to potential customers.

I came up with:

• Plethora
• Abundance
• Surplus

and I think that was it.

I got a new bra and some underwear yesterday. That was pretty neat.

And some mascara, was running low.

This is my mascara. Works wonders.

I highly approve of my sisters boyfriend, he is really encouraging her to get a matching tattoo with me (which I have been saying for quite some time now..) But now that he is like, "Yeah!" she is like "Hmmm maybe (;"

Yeah.. idk.. anyways today she told me to think of SMALL ideas and I came up with the perfect one.

I don't even care how cliche it may be.

This is where I want mine to be.

Or possibly here?



I have been thinking about _____ all day. Wishing they would text me.

Send me a random funny picture.

Tell me they are thinking about me.

Ask me a question, anything.

Tell me their problems.

Some sort of interaction would be nice.

I'm pathetic and miss him.

I would really enjoy going to Cornish Christmas with him.

But if he is busy or can't do it then I'll work.

Still figuring things out.

Hmmm..

Bleh.

Anyways, long story short, She is my anchor. My one and only true constant. She has been through my exact life pattern and can talk me through my issues no matter what.

I could not ask for a better human to be related to. She is the peanut-butter to my jelly. The Mac to my Cheese. She is my anchor. And I hope she agrees to this idea. Nothing seems better than this.

10:02pm

Yesh, another pm post. Get over it.

I had to deal with the SHITTIEST FUCKING driver on my way home for my loooonnnnnnggggg ass day at work and school.
So I wrote this douche-bag stranger a letter.

Dear Mystery Douche,
      
       I hope you choke on a dick chode and die. Perhaps that will teach you to flip me off and tailgate me multiple miles.
                                                                           Fuck you,
                                                                                             Monica.

On a brighter note, I'm kinda understanding what we are learning in my math class. Logarithms. <3 meh..

Amber and myself went inside the bookstore across from work a few days ago, I purchased 5,6, & 7 of the Harry Potter books. Couldn't have asked for a better day.

I got more photos on my Canon AE-1 than in digital. Which I plan on developing those tomorrow. (:
Craft fair was verrrry nice. Got to see my sister and nephew for a bit. Introduced Traece to her and then she had to leave. So him and I walked around for a few hours and chatted and just enjoyed each others company. <3 <3 <3 <3
(I'm such a 6th grader....omgsh..)
Haha, but really it was great. I hope to do something like that again sometime with him. We shall see.
Now do I wear my tight gray dress and leggings tomorrow that show off my figure? (; or My tight jeans and some sort of attractive top? I do have photo and want to look nice...... (:

Wish I never started straightening my hair. Or at least didn't do it so often when I was younger to the point where I have parts that will not curl anymore. ):

Well, what can ya do?

I'll try to write tomorrow.

6:37am

Did you see it?? Yeah that's right, that says AM. Crazy.
Not really though. I switched shifts with Corrie so I could get off in time for the craft fair at the fairgrounds with my sister. (Which I am very excited for!) I even invited Traece and I think he may really tag along! Which would be quite grand if he did (;
Sorry for the abrupt ending to my post yesterday.. Pretty hilarious conversation with Traece's friend Braydon's drunk dad Mark.

Tongueeeeeee Twisterrrrrrrrrrrr!

As you can see, I'm hoping for a very good morning and day planned ahead of me.

OH MY LORD I ALMOST FORGOT!

I hung up stockings yesterday at work!

Now, if that doesn't scream it's Christmas time I don't know what will.

And it's true, what they say..

It's the Happiest Season of Alllllllllllll! <3

(that was so time consuming. BUT WORTH IT.)

Now time for some cuteness!
(hairless guinea pig.)
LOOKS LIKE A BABY HIPPO.



10:15pm

Twas Thanksgiving but just a few days ago, and man did I get some amazing shots! Shoot. I'm thrilled. They are of my twin cousins, Parker and Cole. I'll let you see for yourself.

I could die..

That is all Parker, I got a few of his brother Cole but not many.

I'm currently on the phone talking with Traece. Quite the experience. I dig it.

I better go take a shower.



I'll write tomorrow.

8:30pm

Very good day in photo.
Accomplished quite a bit and was just in an all around good mood.
I made 2 paintings in my art class.
Almost finished a roll of film of Amber in a bookstore across the street from work.
{which I fell deeply in love with.}

But I'm tired now. And warm.

Really don't want to go to school tomorrow. At all.

I don't like those classes.

I feel like I'm failing them, and I don't even care.

I only care because I know I'm disappointing my dad.

And even then,

shit.

9:53pm

I keep thinking of things to say.

I've just been looking over i am not Ana's 365 day project and just can't help but  be inspired and want to take pictures. Oh so many pictures.
Planning on taking some of Amber tomorrow for a photo project.
I've been wearing dresses for the past few days.

Today I wore shorts with leggings under and my best friends Oxfords she left here when she went back to Texas. I didn't even care that they are 2 sizes too big. Could barely tell.

Chances are I'll wear that same outfit again this week.
I want to upload videos to here but my HD videos are too advanced for blogger I suppose... ;)
Lets give it another go shall we?

I wish I could get off the computer and make another hat or sketch and such but now I am committed to uploading these videos to my YouTube. Why do I do this to myself? Real stupid.

Laundry can kill time. Huzzah!

God damn. This video is just not going to freaking load and I'm exhausted.

I love the feeling I get when Scout and I are just so tired we can fall right into bed and sleep right away.

It's one of those nights.