7:55pm

Didn't get the job at Mint. As expected. It's okay.

Today I had my consultation regarding wisdom teeth.

Friday is the day.. Not thinking too much of it. But stil a little nervous. I just hope they let me keep my teeth.

Last night was crazy. Cru made me cry and got me angry I have no idea what even happened. He has changed so much and hit this new high. Acting like some sort of savant. Talking at me and saying all these things.. It was overwhelming to say the least.

He's found numerology and life paths. 

Thinks he needs to save everyone from their sadness. Find forgiveness and love. It was like he was straight injected with yoga and hemp that night. It was outrageous. Talking hippie like never before.

Luckily the night ended fine. I went home and crashed- intending on sleeping in only to wake up early and then go on a dog walk. It was actually really really beautiful and the best solo walk (with Scout) I've been on.

Unsure if it had anything to do with the release of negativity Cru said I cried out the night before.. But I'm going to say it was the leaves. The trees and all were  more than I could explain. I wish I could just live in this weather all the time. Live in the Empire Mine. I most definitely will miss it most once I leave. 

8:30pm

Had my interview at Mint today. Went very well as expected. Then opened my check to find I got a raise.

Cheers to having to turn down rad jobs to be financially happy.

Guess we will just have to see what they say. I gave them unrealistic expectations. But not really.

Cried too much over shit that hasn't even played all the way through. 

9:41am

Okay. Lets get down to business. I need to blog more (pretty much a constant issue mentioned in every post..)

Halloween happened. Pretty mellow just went to a party at Skye's house. Lots of weed and drinking and such. The usual.. I even cried and Emmit and I talked about some stuff that was bothering me for a while, so all in all it was a good thing. we are growing and learning each other more and more.

Yesterday was our year +1 month.
Pretty neat.
I actually haven't seen him in 2 days since our schedules have been clashed entirely and I spent the night at Sophie's apartment in Sac the oner night. But I'm pretty sure we work together today.

Now what I really wanted to mention was that Olivia Steele just sent me a message on Facebook letting me know she had put in her 2 weeks at Mint and referred me as her replacement. She feels I can rise to the responsibility and fill her place with the job and social media portion of it all.
Lately things at Carolines have been rough. Taking this semester off has been pretty hard, working 40 hour work weeks.. its wearing me down. Especially with training.
So I can only see this being good for me. I'm excited.
she said they would call me and set up an interview soon so thats kinda nerve-wracking. Haven't had one of those in 3 years.. but its time. Corrie and Courtney are moving in January and its about time for me to make a change. And since I'm only taking one class next semester I don't see that being too huge a problem.

Today is Dad's birthday so I have to go buy him a candle or something real quick before work. but that was my update for the day! Fingers crossed I continue updating this thing. God only knows how much I've needed to. For my sanity..

Until next time!

11:42am

I'm sure doing a shitty job at this blogging thing as of lately.. I just need to make a better effort of it. Saying the good things more often and venting a little bit of the bad-ish stuff. Just find a happy medium.

I'm actually not sure what I mentioned last. But Emmit and I finally went to Oregon. It was such a wonderful trip holy crap. I took loads of photos including lots on my film camera.. Which resulted in 2 wasted rolls. Nothing came out. So that sucked. But you live and you learn.

Thankfully that's not all I used.

Here are some I enjoyed the most from my Nikon. I'll go further into detail hopefully soon. But I have to go to work. 

7:50pm

Tomorrow morning Em and I are driving to Oregon and I’m trying my best to contain my excitement..!!

We have been taking about this road trip for so long and now it’s finally here.

Going at it with hardly a plan and cameras near at all times.
Checking out schools and the area. Exploring. Familiarizing. Enjoying our time together most of all. Not being coworkers for a week will be so nice.

We will be there the 8th-14th.


(The 11th is our 1 year mark…….. Very much in shock) but oh so very happy.
Happy happy happy. That’s what he makes me. Just about all the time.
I’m thrilled to be in a town that 
s c r e a m s autumn when the season is just starting to peak through.

I’m rambling but it’s because I’m so excited. Yeah. I’m sure you’ll hear more as the adventure happens.

10:00pm

Had the day off. Got some shots on film and lots on digital of my nephew and sister and all that family. 4 generations and the lighting was grand.

Stayed for dinner and that was nice too.

I've been talking a lot to Charisse and I enjoy that a bunch.

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I met up with Em for an hour or so. We were going to try and get some Oregon research done but he slept for the majority of the day and then we saw his mom and sister.

I always enjoy seeing them.

Lately I've been in the mood to draw, and I need to make that a priority.

I wake up early tomorrow for work (yay for seeing Sophie!) (seeing as how it's the weekend)..

And then after I'm taking photos of Juleia and her family. Going for a second round at the Empire Mine since I royally fucked up last time. 

(Still can't believe I lost an effing memory card.) so I won't let that happen ever again.

Anyways. It's been pretty mellow. But I'm still very tired. I find that these days are when I'm somehow even the most tired. I don't know..

So I'm gonna call it a night.

8:16pm

We have the 8th-15th off!! I can't even begin to describe my excitement. (Mainly because it hasn't hit me.) And most likely won't until we are on the road.

We will probably take my car and then stay with Dallas when we get there. But Em wants to camp a little bit on our way there. And I'm not opposed to that. I'm so looking forward to this.. I need a break from my 40 hour work weeks. I know I need to save up but I also need to live.

Can't wait to look at schools, take photos, explore shops and whatnot. Do things that I didn't get to when I went last year. This is all becoming real. Future stuff. It's happening.